Promised ~

In end of the year 2008 ,
I promised :
' I will love , care and look out for you ...
every moment of your precious life ... '
yes , I do , I promised

In the year 2009 ,
Sorry :
Even we had a not happy memories for the whole year 2009
but I still remember what i promised you ~
but I know you don't care anymore cause I still remember with what u said
' Even I lost you as a friend in my life nothing influence for me cause I don't care and I DON"T NEED friend like YOU '
It's hurt ~ yes , its really hurt and i feel pain in my life
but I don't care about it even no place for me in your heart ~
but you believe an asshole instead of believe me that make me hurt than whatever you said
but you don't know I do care about you behind you just you never realize that ~
but you don't understand me , totally don't understand me ...
I hope ~ I wish ~ a little bit just a little bit please ~ just hope you understand what I did for you
not to make you angry , not to make you pissed off but just to worries about you care about you
yes , mayb i used a wrong mathod to care a people I love ~ what I can said is just ' SORRY '

I the year 2010 ,
Untill now ,
I still mean it , yes , i do
Even I'm no place in your heart ...
Even I'm not important in your life ...
Even I'm just an asshole ...
Even I'm just a kid who never grow up for you ...
Even I'm immature ...
but I don't care ...
I will still love you , care and look out for you
everyy moment in your precious life ...